Three Months? Nope, I'll Take TWO Years! -- and still counting!

July 2006, after 8 rounds of chemotherapy, my doctor said my body needed a break and we were going to stop the chemo for a while. I hadn't achieved remission, but, after a great initial response, the later infusions were making little positive difference. My doctor said we would wait three months and perhaps we could squeeze six months out of it before starting chemo again and he was pushing for stronger stuff.

I had already resisted the initial treatment he wanted and what the specialists at MD Anderson had suggested -- FCR -- Fludara (fludarabine), Cytoxan (cyclophosphamide) and Rituxan (rituximab). I wrote about this at the time, but my main concern was the increased risk of infection because the fludarabine wipes out the T cells to a very low level, just like someone with a full AIDS diagnosis. And, it can take a couple of years for the T cells to recover. After lots of research and a compromise with my doctor which I also wrote about at the time (January 11, 2006 entry), I went with Cytoxan, Rituxan and Prednisone. The protocol usually includes Vincristine, but it often causes neuropathy and since I am diabetic and have a little neuropathy already, we left that out as he was afraid of permanent damage. My doc called it a wimpy treatment but said he would honor my wishes but when it failed he wanted to go with FCR. After eight rounds I was beginning to doubt my decision, especially after a bone marrow biopsy showed I still had 50% cancer cells in my marrow (it was 90% infiltrated 7 months before chemo began).

Well, fast forward two years and I still have not had any more chemo and I am more than pleased with the results I got. No, I didn't achieve remission, but I got a great partial response and, what I call, a wonderful intermission! There are folks whose actual remission didn't last two years. I know I am moving closer to treatment again, but I think it is great. Of course I have to rub it in a little with my doctor and he admits he is very surprised. What do I attribute it to? I firmly believe it is all the prayers of others on my behalf. The Great Physician's timetable is very different from my earthly physician's.

I have been getting IVIg infusions every two months now and that is keeping infections away so the all day inconvenience and the horrible cost to my insurance is worth it. Last year, before starting IVIg infusions, I had nine infections, including pneumonia twice, this year only one slight cold and a very strange incident a week and half ago while on vacation in NY. I will write about that in a day or two. I think the IVIg is also helping to keep my platelets up around 100, so that is an added bonus.

I go down to MD Anderson for a follow up appointment at the end of August. Even though my neck nodes are giving me more and more discomfort as they continue to grow, I think I will get another pass on a treatment recommendation. We'll see.